Letting go..

In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you'll never know when you
will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting: it is they who stay behind that suffer, because they are left
with memories of a love that was meant to be, a love that was.

Should I stay away from you?????

I've been thinking for about a week now if I should stay beside you or just forget everything and stay away from you. The problem is how can I forget you???? You stayed by my side during my weakest hours, you always makes me smile everytime i feel like I want to cry. You knew what I want to eat and made sure that I'm ok. You're trying to understand my tantrums and accepts my stupidity on simple things. The best thing you've ever done for me was to cook for me coz you knew that I'm hungry once I arrive. You've helped me forget the things that bothers me a lot. I'm not bored when I'm with you, but the thing is....you're only doing that coz I'm just a sister to you...you're in love with somebody else who happened to be my friend that I respect the most. How can I possibly accept the fact that I'm falling in love with someone which I'm not supposed to fall in love with??? So hard!!! So painful to think that everyday we're together yet you're thinking of how can she noticed you.

Loving you silently....

September 27, 2009....Mika's 18th bday, it was also the day I met this wonderful person that I would never expect to be a part of my life....Yes! Kads took the biggest part of my life and leave a mark that I could never forget. She's very different from my past relationships..maybe because she's a girl, but I don't think so!! When we're still together she kept on asking me "bakit ako?! bakit mo ako mahal?!" i also asked it to myself, "bakit sha? bakit ko nga ba sha mahal?!" i don't know why and how it happened...i love her and i don't know why! i loved everything about her...and i will always love her.

Heart's day?????

Yesterday was the day of L.O.V.E....as in time to spend the whole day with your special someone or with your family or just like what I did.....I spent it with my friends. I can't say that we're loveless that's why we spent it together, its just so happened that we love to hang out together and have fun. Who say's valentines is for lovers only??? It's also for barkada like ours....